tolerance

is a sign of maturity. at least that was what i gleamed from the most recent bsf lesson.

hello. it's been a while.

the year is coming to an end. next week, we enter the fourth quarter- the last lap of 2012. within these 9 months, friendships have been forged and reinforced. work has progressed at an alarming rate, something which i actually liked.

and i took a big step in life.

it was scary. almost unrealistic. a friend said "it calls for a reality check." it still didn't quite hit me, until i signed on the dotted line. and turned to him.

in that split second, fear overtook me. was i ready for this? to commit my life (and monies) with someone else? a stranger, turned friend, turned best friend, turned boyfriend turned... soulmate?

he smiled.

and then the world started spinning again. i breathed.

never let me go.