i just want a ring.

was what i told damien when we were talking about relationships. I think it was the undue influence of knowing an acquaintance who proposed to his girlfriend in one of the most romantic ways possible which led to such a conclusion.

bah, musings are for philosophers and honestly, this will probably fade once again.

HAHAHAHA. what did i just type?? i must be neurotic, or it's the shanghainese air that is FINALLY getting to me.

for a good 5 months, it has been a pretty swell time.i will miss the life here, as well as the people who made life oh so ooh-la-la. but i am getting an overdose of it...there's only so much spit, smells, shoving and pushing, rudeness, bad behaviour and etc. that one can take.

still... leaving will be hard.

sigh.

mahjong.